It’s a mix between believing you and not wanting to.
It’s a mix between wanting you and telling myself not to.
It’s a mix between not wanting you and you wanting me.
It’s a mix of you wanting me and wanting nothing.
It’s a mix of my heart wanting you but my mind warning me not to.
It’s a mix of both my heart and my mind wanting you and you telling me not to.
It’s a mix of being safe and being in danger.
It’s a mix of you thinking I am a risk and of me feeling safe with you.
It’s a mix between being careful and reckless and being careful and reckless with you.
It’s a mix of loving you and not needing you.
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